Of FEAR and PERCEPTION

There are many questions in our mind, most of the times.

And whether we want it or not our brain usually wants an answer for all of them.

The we I am referring to here is the concept of self. It is not what others have told us about us. It is not what we have been conditioned to believe we are. It is raw instinct. It is the summation of ideas we have about ourselves.

Each and every question is answered by the brain to the brain. Usually the questions get classified as soon as we hear them.Some of the answers are logical and some of them are just constructs made by the mind and thought of as a basic truth. These constructs are often formed just to answer a question and to make life easier for us (our brain).

There are some questions which are indeed very very important and to be answered. Some of these questions are based upon our numerous so called "truths". These questions need to be answered before we can truly answer other questions. However, the answers to these questions are often very difficult to determine. To address this issue, the brain creates an imaginary construct. This enables us to make good sense of whatever is happening around us and whatever questions that arise in our mind due to it.

Taking the words the genius, Albert Einstein, further,Everything is something in relation to and in comparison with something else.

When the brain "finds" an answer, the thirst or desire to find the answer to that particular question is satiated. The brain then moves along to newer questions and the previous questions. If the brain has answered a question with a construct of its own, it is usually taken as a truth and the question is not re-questioned unless the brain gets data which adds to the information pertaining to the subject.

However the brain also has a fear after a question has been answered. What if the answer formed is wrong and the construct is invalid? The magnitude of this fear decreases over time as we successfully "answer" a lot questions using the same construct we had formed earlier. this logic is usually able to subdue the fear we were previously talking about and the question remains "answered"

One such important construct in our brain is of perception. Our brain has created this construct, so that we make good sense of what we perceive. What we see, what we hear, what we smell, what we taste and what we feel by touching - all have been associated to specific words and have been labelled the five senses.

This construct is rarely challenged - basically because it is easy to understand and because it is able to answer all of our questions about perception logically.

But sometimes, due to some reason, "fear" in the brain takes over the driver seat and is sufficient in magnitude to overcome the "logic".

Have you imagined how you would feel in such a condition where the basic general principle of perception stands on shaky ground?

What you experience then is nothingness. You don't have a "logical" answer to any of your questions. This is because this single construct answered all your questions. And when the minuscule fear took over the construct and toppled it, subsequent fears arose. These "fears" spread like a plague and overcame the logic in each single question in the mind.

The only thing you might possess in such a situation is a knowledge of self. And that too, only if you have done quite a bit of self reflection in the past.

This if present, I believe, is an achievement in itself.