Zazen

ZAZEN

Can you express all that you feel in words?
Have you experienced a state of consciousness where you are so full of such complex ideas that... you not only can't just write the words but also realize that the words aren't sufficient to describe what you are feeling or thinking...
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At normal times like now when I am writing this post, I can tell you that thinking and feeling are different.
They are two discrete state of being...
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But are they really?

Have you experienced such a state of 'Being' where what you think is what you feel and what you feel is what you think?
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Do we really pay attention to these kind of things?
Is it really Important to pay attention to these kind of things?
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I don't know. And I don't know who knows.

I end with this last question...
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Can we understand fully what we are doing or what we have done if we do not sit back and reflect at it?

I have to sit back and look... and reflect... and meditate...
Finally I may not understand but I will know.

The Curse of the Aquarian

AIR & WATER

I am the air.

You are the earth.

I am the kite on the sky.

You are the hand holding the string.

There is no string but you still hold me.

I don't like anybody holding me back.

Though I know if you leave me I wont fly.

I know its that earth which is holding me back.

I so hate you although I won't exist without you.

I don't want to have to do anything with you.

I long for something which holds me but is not earth.

But deep down I know inside

There is nobody else except us.

Because I only see air and earth.

And you are my only hope.

I would be delighted to meet you

And I know so will you be.

But we know if we meet we will lose ourselves and perish.

Maybe we don't want to meet

We just want to co-exist... and stay in our illusion

Maybe I can just touch you and blow away some dust

For as long as I am here... my whole physical existence...

I will try to stay in the illusion that you are not earth...

My soul laments for it knows the truth

I... aquarian... is this my curse?